Silence (1)

Hm, hi? Someone around here? No...?
Well...I can’t see anyone, but it’s not like I can see anything at all, so...whatever. I don’t know where I am, either. Or if I am somewhere at all. Hell, I don’t even know if I can be anywhere anymore.

Because, you know...I’m dead.

I always thought death was like sleeping. You know, I usually didn’t dream, I just went into bed (most of the time, at least) and...well, it felt like I was disappearing, little by little. Or sometimes it didn’t feel at all. Just...I was there, and suddenly I was waking up.
That’s how I’ve always pictured death. With just one little difference: I wasn’t supposed to wake up again.
But here I am. Funny, huh?
So...I’m not really sure for what I must do now, but I’m not really scared, or worried. I guess those are biologic things. And I ain’t alive anymore.
I guess...I guess talking - not actually talking, as I have no mouth anymore, but whatever - I guess communicating with empty space will get boring after a while. But...I feel as if I should tell my story.

Now, please, don’t get excited. It’s not an intriguing story, full of adventure. It’s just a normal, boring story. Hell, I don’t even remember most of it.
Oh, by the way...if there is someone out there, you can think of me as...Spark. That’s not my original name, but I do not feel like thinking about that one. And, well...they always said I was like one of those. That I destroyed everything I touched, like a fire. And sparks are just the start.
How can I start? After all, this is my story. I can’t start easily at the beginning, because the beginning happened when I was born, and I don’t remember anything about that. I can’t start at the end, because that wouldn’t make sense.

I guess I may try starting at the middle. That won’t make much sense, but then again, I’m the only one who needs to understand what I’m saying...And I’ll try making each little bit of my story in order, so each of them will make sense on their own. My memory is hazy, although it’s a little better than when I came to...so I guess it’ll improve eventually. 

Now, here goes...